'ber months start NOW!!!!

good morning/afternoon/evening/goodnight my angel girls!

little weekend update! saur, my friend had a housewarming party, and it was so much fun! we were all playing cards, yapping, doing karaoke, just having a lot of fun! until my friend knocked my drink out of my hand, and then i got sad. about the drink, and then drunk sadness just consumes you. but it was still fun!

we're gonna run it back this upcoming weekend and i can't wait. i made myself missions for the night just to make it even more fun! YAY. but for now, lemme lock in on schoolwork then we can party. but something else i'm REALLY VERY excited about is the fact that 'ber months are starting!

i absolutely love the fall and winter months! summer is cool and all but i love the colder months. one, the outfits! i love dressing cozy and warm because for me it's the easiest to look cute. i have so much jackets and sweaters that i love to use (i'm probably gonna buy more even though i have a lot already lol). but i can't wait to drink hot chocolate and plan halloween costumes and eat turkey. i just love the 'ber months😍. but i need help!!!!!! idk what to be for halloween :(((((( lmk what you guys are gonna be 'cause i need inspooooo. this is gonna be a short lil post because i am currently watching the love island reunion. lyk how it goessssss

ttyl my angel girls!!!!!!!

year 2 in action!

oh. my. gosh.

hello my angel girls!! so sorry that i haven't posted in a while lol. i've been SOOOOO busy lately!

it took me a while to move into my new dorm but i'm finally settled in. grocery shopping to live on your own is still something i need to get used to. also putting all my stuff was a great task in itself because i have SOOOO much stuff. it's actually insane that 8 big containers of clothes and whatnot actually fit in my room. did i mention that i have a singles dorm! so i'm the only one living in it but my best friend mika is my suitemate so it works out!

i also started classes and working on campus again. it's been a whirlwind so far even though i've only been here for only two weeks. i had all staff training that was two days long, YAWNNNNN. but it was okay since i got paid for it. but i only have like one class in person, the rest is online. so that's not bad either.

it's just that this year i am the vice president of the hawai'i club at my school so that's been taking up a lot of my time. planning meetings, going to said meetings, making sure everyone on the board has what they need. it's a lot but i'm so excited for what's to come this year!

butttt..some fun parts that i really want to share....

1. mika got a car! 

so now we don't have to uber to the functions or to just get groceries and stuff. as long as i pay for her gas money she'll drive us around. yay!!

(basically us in the car but mika is a WAYYY better driver than cher horowitz)

2. i already went to a function and i have so much lined up too!

my friends and i LOVE to party. i mean college kids am i right? we went to this event called simp city in vegas where they played rnb and hiphop all night. i was a little off one (because what college kid doesn't drink) but it was okay. it was kind of empty but i was still happy to be with my friends. this upcoming week though we have some school events and i think a house party too. so can't wait!!!!!

(meaf at the functions)

i think the last thing that i want to share is pretty much two things separately but can be talked about together. 

pretty much since last semester (maybe a lil before that) i've had two friends that don't really act like friends basically keeping me occupied. i don't wanna say that they're both situationships because i don't think it is but i know that they aren't just friends to me either. i've never kissed or did anything too...definitive...with them it was just always weird tension that not only i witnessed but my actual platonic friends saw too.

i would go in depth but there's a lot that happened since october last year so i'll just refer to the two "situations" as 1 and 2. 

1 is the first guy that i ever felt like something real could've happened but didn't because he doesn't feel the same and 2 is a flirty friendship where both of us don't acknowledge the weird tension in our conversations and actions.

but the reason i need to update you all about this is because they're both here and i don't feel the same but i don't feel different about them. there are moments where that line between friends and something more still gets pushed. i mean we all even hung out over the summer since we're all from hawai'i. did i mention that all of us are in the same friend group?????

AHAHAHAHA this is so bad. i'm so cooked. 

but they both still do very questionable things. looks that linger a little too long, touches that i wouldn't do to my other friends, words that could mean a whole different thing if we weren't just "friends". you know very confusing mixed signals in a way. 

but being back so far, there were a couple moments with the both of them where i still felt all the emotions i had for them before. i can't be consumed by this again. for the both of them is also CRAZY chloe! like HUH? all i ask is that you pray for your girl, so that i'm not going insane again over the same people. please. my lack of a stable love life needs to end. give me something certain or nothing at all lol.

anyways that's it for now! i promise to try my best to update y'all more frequently! but until next post, ttyl my angel girls!!

love,

chloe

minipost: three questions

hello hello hello my angel girls!

i've pretty much been packing my entire life away lately so we're gonna keep this short and sweet because your girl is a little tired.

i have three questions for you angel girls....

1. any recommendations for dorm decor? (i'm leaving in like two days and i still don't know how to decorate my room, HELP!)

2. is anyone gonna watch camp rock 3 when it comes out? (i grew up on the first two but i'm a little iffy on this next one...i'll watch it if y'all are watching)

3. what other blogs have you been reading? (i love supporting others with their blogs so i would LOVE to be friends with more amazing bloggers!)

that's all for now!! ttyl my angel girls!

love,

chloe

p.s.

i can't believe there's 33 of you now!! i hope you all know how loved and appreciated you are on this page!!!! i'm so grateful and blessed that you all are here, seriously!!

packing in 3..2..1..

good morning/afternoon/night my angel girls!

last night was pretty fun!! i went to a concert with my friends. the groups that were there were topshakaz, sons of zion, and rebel souljahz. they're all reggae groups that are really popular in hawai'i. we were pretty much there for over 3 hours. it was great! i danced pretty much the whole night. 

(pov: me dancing but not really like this lol)

today i kind of woke up late but spent the day with my cousins and best friend. we ate pastries at brug, went shopping at ross and tj maxx, and then went home. it was a pretty chill day. so nothing much to update. i'm just trying to spend as much time with my family and friends before i go to vegas in 3 days! i can't believe summer went so fast!

now my main priority is packing. EEK! i hate packing i never know what to bring and what not to bring. it's also different because this year i have my own room, so now i can decorate however i want! i just want it to look like i threw up in it. but i can't wait! i'm still gonna miss everyone at home though :(

(me deciding what to pack)

i don't really have much to talk about today. but don't worry because once we're in college, there's gonna be a LOT of lore for you guys to know. so for now....ttyl my angel girls!

love,

chloe

busy busy busy bee 🐝

hello my angel girls!!

today was kind of a busier one. my brother had an event at his school, they call it a grub. it's essentially a little night market where local vendors and students of his high school can sell stuff to fundraise for the year. i had to help my mom at the drinks booth, just helping her sell soda, water, and juice. it was pretty fun! the community of where we live really bands together when they put one on every month. it was nice to see people of all ages come out and support the school!

after that i went bowling with some of my friends! we bowled for like and hour and a half, it was even funner (i know that's not a real word) because it was cosmic bowling too. so basically any bright color lit up under the uv lights it was pretty cool. the music was pretty fire too, it was like 2000s club. really really fun! after we went to go get taco bell, my favorite! so we ate and just talked in the parking lot until 1am. it was great.

those were probably the good things that happened to me today. but i still have a concert tonight that i can't wait for!!!! this is like my last hurrah with my friends before i go back to college. so it's a little bittersweet but i just can't wait to dance and have fun with all my friends. anyways i think that's all for now. it's a shorter post but i think tonight i'll have a LOT to say. i'm also very tired from today and because it's currently 3am as i'm writing this. so goodnight/goodmorning and ttyl my angel girls!

love, 

chloe

ellis from sterling point is a CUTIE!😍

hi my angel girls!!

i don't really have much to talk about today but i'm tryna make a habit out of posting at least once a day. i also think in each post now i'm gonna start noting at least one good thing that happened to me or that i did. it's just for me to start having more appreciation in my life. if you guys wanna start too, hey the more the merrier!!

so my good thing today was that i finished a new tv show! it's called sterling point and you can watch it on amazon prime. i started watching it yesterday with my mama and we finally finished the 8 episodes of the first season.

if you're a fan of shows like every year after and the summer i turned pretty you would TOTALLY enjoy this series. it follows an 18 year old girl, her name is annie jacobson and her whole life she thought it was just her, her twin brother, and her adoptive dad. her adoptive mom tragically passed when she was young but everything comes crashing down when her adoptive grandfather also passes and she and her brother inherit an island in canada called sterling point. so throughout the whole series, it's annie's journey trying to figure out why did her adoptive, estranged grandfather leave her the island and why it was so important to her adoptive mother. but while there, she uncovers more life-changing secrets that make her question her life as a whole.

it was a really entertaining show to watch, even if there was some slow parts throughout, i was still invested in this story. there's drama, found family, lgbtq+ representation and LOTS of romance that i was eating up. overall, i would it give it 3.8/5 stars. would i watch it again? yes on a good day. will i watch another season if they make one? also yes. one, because the plot takes you on a rollercoaster and two, ellis (one of annie's love interest) is SUPER cute. 

anyways, if you want something to watch, i recommend this show sterling point! ttyl my angel girls!

love,

chloe

reminiscing WILL NOT be the death of me

hey angel girls..

it's half way through the week, and your girl is feeling a little on the sadder side. with summer ending soon and having to go back to college next week, i've been reminiscing on things a lot.

i'm already having nostalgia from this summer. it's my last summer as a teenage girl, and i can't help but feel like so much is already slipping away. i have limited time with my home friends and family now. when i come back for summer again, i'll be 20. yuckkk!!! i just feel so old now 🥲. 

this summer was one of the better ones though. i was able to go out a lot and see a lot of friends and families i haven't seen in a while. i think that's why i'm feeling so reminiscent about everything. it was probably one of the best summers i've had in a while.

then again, even with all the excitement of being home, i kept reminiscing my times at college. but it's a different feeling. during my freshman year, i became a totally different person. i became not only smarter but more aware of who i want to be in this life. not to mention, i made a ton of friends that feel like i've known them forever. there were even some that felt like they could've been more than just a friend too (even though he don't want me fr, but that's beside the point). while being home, i couldn't help but miss this.

now leaving home, i'm obviously gonna miss and reminisce on the people and experiences i had this summer. but i just think it's funny how no matter where i am, i always seem to miss a place and its people even though i'm having the time of my life in another. but it seems like that's a part of this crazy journey through life. 

it kind of feels like a privilege to have places and people that you miss so much. to me, it shows the amount of love i have in myself and to give to others. and i think that's beautiful. i don't know who i am without love. i think i wouldn't be human if i didn't feel that. even with my ability to reminisce on the things that truly mean the world to me too.

to miss the people that make me laugh or take a weight of my shoulders, and to miss the places that remind me home isn't a location but the memories made, does make me a little sad. but now looking at it, what an amazing thing to feel. i feel so blessed to really sit and have that level of adoration to these things that seem mundane by themselves but make me feel extraordinary when put together.

so for now, i won't let the reminiscing get the better of me. but i'll just appreciate the feeling since it reminds me of the love that's inside.

(pov: me feeling the love that's inside me)

anyways, the countdown of days i have left is now at 7. but i still have some things left to do before i leave, like going to a concert this saturday. yay!! i'll most definitely update my angel girls about that. but for now this is see you later until the next post!! ttyl angel girls!

love, 

chloe